Sunday, October 25, 2009
10/25/2009 10:34:00 PM

Life only surround with work and those unexpecting, explosive thoughts...

Work is tougher when you don't get the support from your family.
But i am glad that i still have my friends supporting hard behind me... and it should be enough to keep me going...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
9/16/2009 12:34:00 AM

今天工作时。。。
突然感觉真的好累,好想哭,好想有个肩膀靠,好想有个人听我发牢骚。。。

但一个人了。。
这次真的感觉了好孤单。。。 好无助。

原来就是这样。。 :(

好累好累。

Thursday, September 03, 2009
9/03/2009 11:28:00 PM

Random updates of my recent life since sept had comes..

sing *wake me up when September ends~~*

Had been working really late for these past few weeks..
work seemed like never ending.
Each late nights, boss will bring me to different plc for our late dinner.. get to explore alot of different plcs and as well learn lots of knowledge and stuff from him. So working late still can get some benefits. Ha.
Another betrayer left me. Janet Lee! Was only informed on her actual last day. Haiz..
But still i wish her all the best!

220809 went trekking with Martin. Nice plc to explore.

2809809 accompany Aud after work to visit her Xiaodidi's cousin newly launched pub at Prinsep st. Met Xiaodidi and his brother and their friends. But I find XDD's brother an interesting guy. No alcohol also can high dao~ Ha.

290809 a suprise celebration for Juan and our gathering. Met up with my Juanie for some praying and shopping. Den to Sunshine Plaza for dimsum with the other gang joining us to suprise her. After food, back to XDD's cousin PUB for chilling session. Had fun with the games and chats... For sure, our gang will nver spiltz. True enough, its really hard for other ppl to join in us cos we are so into our own world. Ha




300809 Met up with WL for movie! Proposal. Sweet and funny movie. :)
Finally able to eat my Mee sua with extra vinegar! woohoo. And thks WL for the treat at Ajisen and movie too. :)

Wednesday, September 02, 2009
9/02/2009 07:04:00 AM

谢谢姐妹们告诉我。。
Learn from my own mistake.

那天真的好痛。。 大哭了。。 也发现原来。。 我不需要怪自己那么多。

因为我还是相信这,如果真有着那深深的爱, 有多么的后悔,你还会坚持下去, 毕竟那句话是从你嘴里说出的。。
所以你没坚持。。
你没有真的让我知道, 你没有争取。


所以不是只是我一个人画下的句点,而你也有份。

我真的放下了很多。。 痛当然会痛。。但痛一次,我成长一次。 也会从中上了一课。。。
我觉得这样很好,因为这样我懂了也学了很多。。。

而现在我觉得很好。。 其实单身身活真的不错哦。。

Monday, August 17, 2009
8/17/2009 09:55:00 PM

其实不是现在过的比较好。。
只是现在自己的时间多了。。
所以过的方式改变了。

我想这是不能比较的。。
快乐有很多种。
过的好不好也是掌握在自己的手中。。


要相信自己也曾经给过别人快乐时光。。 :)

Monday, August 10, 2009
8/10/2009 09:37:00 PM

计划中的24岁结婚,26岁有宝宝。。

有如同事们所说,越早有计划就越不会实现 。。
好可笑哦。。

现在虽然有人关心, 也有人甜言蜜语。。 但什么感觉都没有。。
是怕了爱了吗?
一次的被爱的人伤,一次的伤了爱我的人。。

我要的不多。。 只要的是简简单单的爱
一个起床上班时,能互相说早安。
一个当对方工作不顺时,能在末各角落里听着对方发个牢骚 , 然后说声加油宝贝。
一个虽然都忙于工作时,但简简单单的一通电话,都能让心顺了起来。
一个都能互相爱着对方的家人。

" How much you can trust your feeling?"

8/10/2009 12:43:00 PM

Life is busy with work. Busy till i do not have the time to seriously take in the problems i had with my eyes. Diagnosed with bad eye infection on my left eyes. Can't even see anything with my left eye, very blurred images and my eyes cant even open when there's sunlight. This is how bad it is. Cant wear my contact for 2-3 weeks, i wonder I can be so obedient to follow this instruction. Urgh. Hope everything will be fine. Work will be more busier with more recruitment going on~

ANYWAY~ last friday was a night-out with my colleg. Was slight drunk and add it worse, with my 1st day of red hit. Haa. Pain dao~~ ate 2 painkiller with alcholol. very bad. But overall, did enjoyed myself with the ppl and drinks..







My long weekend is just spent at home! haiz..................................................................
i wan to go out!


为什么都是烂桃花啊 !!

Monday, August 03, 2009
8/03/2009 12:18:00 AM

感触真的超过我能承受的了。。。
不应该想太多,不应该听太多。

我只要快乐。。

now is now.
shuxian now only belong to shuxian.
past is past.
i no longer be the past.

8/03/2009 12:02:00 AM

sitting at the bus. music playing in your ear, shooting through your mind and heart.
真的不想下车。。 能不能带我走。。

Sunday, July 26, 2009
7/26/2009 12:56:00 PM

也许蘑菇说的对。。 一定有一方是要做坏人。
在都市里,人人都在戴着面具。。 快乐或悲伤都已经不能一看就能分辨了。

你说的对,我不能再说什么话了。我很自私。也只能声对不起。

Saturday, July 25, 2009
7/25/2009 11:46:00 AM

Finally my effort, my work & knowledge had been appreciated by people. And the feeling is good. Being appreciated feel so good. Yea!
Had been working pretty late nowadays, but being able to handle more stuff maybe is a tiring process, but ultimately, the result is good, i learn more and feel more involve in the operational stuff. No longer the same old boring working protocol. :)

Back to single. Maybe its time I should really try out what how single life is. Out of sec sch life, attached for 4 yrs, den single for a few months den attached again for ard 10mths.
Like what friends said, maybe I will like being single and enjoy being woo. Haa.. People keep saying, don't worry la.. you should have alot of ppl waiting for u... BUT, there's none leh. haa.
But I think i am getting on pretty well on my singlehood. With my work, my beloved family, my beloved baby yuki, beloved friends and my dearest sisters, Juan and Aud by my side, I am still feeling loved and pampered. :) At least I have them surrounding me, supporting me whenever I fall and feel lost in my direction.

19July09, went to Zoo with friends. Aud, Juan & Senior Martin.
Get to see lots of animals. My fav : Pony ! Otters ! Sea lion ! Penguins ! Elephants ! Cute cute de.
Pic will be uploaded soon at FB. Here will have just a few snaps of photos.








Thursday, July 23, 2009
7/23/2009 06:51:00 PM

你撑着雨伞 借我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失

泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 流在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

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To find the Unicorn again we must unlearn old lessons, seek new paths to familiar destinations, stop and listen to guidance we have ceased to hear and look deep within ourselves for right answers.

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Known as Xianz or Fanny. Born in 30th March. I strongly believe in karma. So be kind and generous to those who needs it. Learn to appreciate everyone before you start to regret any time. Love unicorn, they are special cause it represent my beloved Dad in heaven.


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